DISEMBER

My entry today is about "good bye november"" and "warm welcome to the disember" ..
this is because....
every year in november i was very unlucky.. seriously it is.
i am facing a lot of problems , problems with friends and people surrounding...
now there are Disember my "saver months" tomorrow is disember at one moment i feel so free ...
free of nothing.. i guest..
problem  will still come and go...
and i realize that i can not controlling my self on november .. seriously i feel damn hate to november.. unlucky for me... bad thing or bad luck...
tomorrow my day ...bye2 november,..
welcome disember...
i am feel so happy because today was the last day of november!

i might face the same problems but i knew that i can be me tomorrow until next november will come.
feel fear to my problems but as my friend say... just go through and take responsibilities what we have done and let God do the rest.

so, why i must feel so fear over my own shadow..
facing faking damn person like i always did..
tomorrow is new day...
a new months..
a new moments..
everything just perfect in my mind ..
eventhough the certain thing always chasing me up ;
tibe2 rasa xsedap hati..

anyway i don't care..
bye2 november..
you taught me a lot..